Overeating

It's 4:06AM, 15 November 2010, and I'm not yet asleep. Thanks to someone who is willing to spend me for my 2nd supper of the day :) I can't imagine how fat can I be in the future.

*thinks* I dont think I have any other thing to write for today *thinks*

Yeah, I have nothing to say other than telling myself that I ate waay to much for today. If this continues on, I'm gonna get FAT. So, STOP eating mang.

-Signing off-
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Gazing upon the future

It's been some time since I ever updated my blog. Yeah, kinda lost the passion and feel to actually update it as I spent most of my time sleeping and lazing around my room and Kampar. Perhaps being in this town makes me a lazy arse already. Anyhow, there's nothing in particular for me to pen down (Perhaps type would be a better word) here. but just to kick start things, I'd opt to just write something here.

Nevertheless, there are a lot of things in my ponderment these days. UTAR Kampar is going to have their first batch of students being graduated already. I wonder, after 3 years. When it is actually my turn, how would it turn out? Would the friends now be the people I share the joy together? Or would I even reach that stage of graduating? What's next then?

-Signing off-
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Strength to move on

Day by day, things seemed to get better
Somehow, that isn't what I'm feeling at all
I felt that things are not getting better at all
I'm scared, that things had really ended

Lord, please give me the strength to move on
I do not want it to end
I don't want an end
I don't

-Signing off-
Posted on 5:56 AM by Jeffery Chan and filed under | 0 Comments »

Operation: Codename - "SATWMAHAGNSL"

Again, I'm posting an entry early in the morning which brings about only two deduction of what actually happened that I can actually post an entry this early which is either I'm getting more and more hardworking or perhaps, I didn't sleep at all again for the whole night. Sighs.

Yeah, I didn't sleep throughout the whole night again today and I think I really need to solve this problem today and thus I'm now taking the initiative to initiate operation codenamed as below:-

"Stay awake the whole morning
and have a good night sleep later"

In short: SATWMAHAGNSL

Yeah, there's a need for me to do it as I have loads of things waiting to be done by myself and I can't afford to screw up my biological clock again else I'll be in deep sheeeeet *lol*or hot soup*Yummy*

Thus, I'm not gonna sleep for the whole day today by getting into campus at 8am and come back just for my dinner and *crash*. Well, you'd know what happened when i write the word crash when I reach home.

Anyhow, wish me luck as I start operation "SATWMAHAGNSL" Cool name isn't it? Hahaha

-Signing off-
Posted on 6:08 AM by Jeffery Chan and filed under | 0 Comments »

Reflections

I love it during the night when I'm alone in my room as it is one of the best chances for me to reflect on myself.

I was browsing through the pictures taken from the UTAR Band Night 2010 just now and somehow I realised that I'm actually getting more and more introverted from day to day, which means I'm getting more and more nerdy as what I do when I'm free is mainly on sleeping, studying and online chatting.

Which makes me start to wonder

"Since when did I start to become such a nerd?"

Honestly, being a jack of all trades also known as masters of none is what I am in the past. I'd take every single job available to keep myself busy and I gain lots of experience and knowledge from doing so, yet none of them achieves perfection due to my "chin chai lah" attitude.

Now? I only see myself as an ordinary student in which no one actually knows who studies for exam and live an ordinary life and other than that, I'm just a nobody. By aiming into perfection for my academic, I've sacrificed something I enjoy most last time, performance, engaging in activities and "wasting time" doing extra things rather than academic.

I honestly wonder, where would I be in the future if this continues on. I'd definitely want to live my University life as happening as possible, but it doesn't seem to be happening at all at this stage. Should I actually step out of my comfort zone right now?

-Signing off-

Just something to feast your eyes upon, since I'm feeling handsome today

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Work smart, not hard

Something inspirational I would like to share with my readers (If there ARE any)

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Once upon a time, there was a very strong woodcutter. He asked for a job from a timber merchant, and he got it. The pay was really good and so were the work conditions. For that reason the woodcutter was determined... to do his best. His boss gave him an axe and showed him the area where he was supposed to work.

The first day, the woodcutter brought down 18 trees. The Boss was very much impressed and said, "Congratulations keep it up!" Very motivated by the words of the boss, the woodcutter tried harder the next day, but he only could bring down 15 trees. The third day he tried even harder, but he only could bring down 10 trees.

Day after day he was bringing down less and less trees. "I must be losing my strength", the woodcutter thought to himself. He went to the boss and apologized, saying that he could not understand what was going on.

"When was the last time you sharpened your Axe?" the boss asked. "Sharpen? I had no time to sharpen my Axe. I have been very busy trying to cut trees."

-Signing off-
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I pity them

I have a heart, therefore I pity them

P/S:- Gonna make my blog a semi twitter, Dont have time for a proper post now due to assignments
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Grateful??

- Post deleted -
Posted on 10:29 PM by Jeffery Chan and filed under | 0 Comments »

My thoughts

Recently, there's just too many issues in UTAR especially on the issue of the parking at the eastgate issues, where there are rumours that they would have to start paying in order to park at the area. Well, after reading some comments and even to find out that people would start boycotting UTAR by not going to class, I felt the itch to have my say too.

Firstly, I dont see any reason to boycott UTAR by not attending class on a particular day as in my opinion, this would never solve the problem but instead, it'll make the situation worse. The first thing we must realise is that the land belongs to someone and by allowing us to park there for such a long time for free is already good, some land owners won't even let anyone "step" into their golden soil - So to speak lah

Secondly, I do believe that other than car, there are other alternative to get into campus and it's not only by driving. There are so many other modes of transport to campus such as bicycles, buses and even with what God gave you, legs.

No doubt, it is much more inconvenient to take the bus due to the vast amount of people, causing the bus to be crowded and a lot is complaining, but the thing is, when everyone stops taking bus due to its numbers, I dont think UTAR would even plan to get extra buses if everyone tends to choose other options.

Bicycle is perhaps one of the best alternative here, don't talk about the lack of parking space as there is enough space, it's just that it is inconvenient, but still, I have my class in block B and I parked at block D, what difference does it make? Just wake up early and get to campus and start exercising!

I do agree that charging Rm80 for that piece of land semi-annually is stupid, in some cases crazy. If such policy is really being done, then be a UTAR student and boycott by not parking any cars there and not by skipping class! Skipping class due to no parking seems a little irrelevant here as it doesn't match at all.

I hope that we remember the fact that we are in UTAR to study and perhaps getting extra skills for our job prospect in the future. Be grateful with what you have, fight for your rights when it's the time, but we, too must know how to fight for our rights in the right way

Just my 2 cents, hopefully, no one would hunt my head down due to this matter. But comments are welcomed, I'd like to see how people react upon this matter

-Signing off-
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Sick of things

Sometimes I wonder, are friends actually meant to be used and nothing else? I'm sick of this kinda attitude already. Sometimes when a particular person have something, people would just start sticking nearby as if that person is your best buddy and friend.

For the past 3 sems in Kampar, no one among my group have a car and everyone was using a bicycle to move around, now that some of them start to drive around Kampar, everything changed just so rapidly that I can't see where is it gonna go in the future.

Why are people always this selfish and would only think of getting an advantage on people? Hoping that a particular person to join just because he have something extra to go on with and not because, it's him that you want to be together?

Is this world so realistic, whereby if you have no value in you, you'll end up being kicked up and down everywhere as if there's no place for you to stay? I'm seriously wondering how is it going to be already.

At least, when people tend to fetch you around, you would have the courtesy to thank people and only to thank people. But what I see now is, some don't even say a word of thanks and some thank, just for the sake of having another trip to other places again.

I'm sick of it, what the heck? A car was brought here just for the use of others? to fetch some idiots out to eat? I hate it when people assume that, "when he's here, there's a car". Can't a particular person stand on your own feet and be independent?

-Signing off-
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Insufficient power

I was extremely not well for the past 2 days as one of the worst sickness of my life, which I had never like struck me again. I call him or her or it, whatever you wanna call 'flu' or perhaps a more scientifically proven term is 'common cold.'

What makes me hate it is that this stupid sickness eventually affects my throat and most importantly my eyes as my eyes weren't healthy at all since I got a swell in my eye long long time ago, oh wait-.. It was just 2 years ago.

What's worse perhaps is the massive amount of assignments flowing in and when I say massive, it means MASS and it brings the meaning of, "cannot be stored in a particular location at the same time." - Credits to my mass comm lecturers for these few semesters :)

Eventually, after completing one of it (I dont even have the energy to print, so I asked Zhen Yan to do it, Thanks man!~), here am I after a 12 hours sleep from last night's 9pm till around 8.45am this morning.

I felt that I'm extremely fatigue now and I really need a break, in which I could never afford to do it now as there are so many assignments ahead of me and so many tight deadlines (Oh wait, why am I even blogging now if I'm so busy?)

It's due the point that I found out when I was in a deep sleep and rest last night along with some lecturer slides my lecturer point out on. This question was in my mind for quite some time and it goes like this, "What's creativity? Does it mean something original? or something people used that sells and works out? Does creativity mean anything when it doesn't sell even though it's original?"

As I am a pro-playsafe person in life. I believe that things should always be done professionally, and try to reduce the risk that would be faced at all cost, but does it mean that I would have to sacrifice the creativity in me? Wait, do I even have creativity in me??

Too much question, perhaps someone would answer me? Am I even in the right course now? No doubt, i enjoy this course as much as it is concerned but the thing is, am I able to live in the industry in the future? Journalism? Since I "LOVE" writing so much =)

-Signing off-
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Pissed

Sharing is caring. I understand that this particular phrase is something people always try to practice in their life, whereby people who believes in this would try to give rather than to receive.

Although it's true, sometimes I found out that by giving so much, what you'll end up getting is actually plain stupid as people would take things for granted and would eventually abuse whatever you actually shared.

I am now staying in my same house and room as I've always stayed and my current internet is being shared in between the 1st and 2nd floor of my house. Last year was terrible as the whole floor of mine uses something we call PPStream, taking up all the bandwidth in my house and I can't online at all.

Fine, I'm okay and at last, this year the line was perfectly fine and nice as those whom I call "PP-streamers" had left and I eventually have a very nice and smooth internet line being shared in between me and 5 of my housemates from the 1st and 2nd floor. Great! I'm lovin' it!

What happens then? A group of people from the 3rd floor came down and start using, leeching the internet line for their use. Initially, I thought it was okay as it wouldn't cause much problem except for a little slowdown of the bandwidth and thus I let them be but it seems that at this moment, this have to change.

The moment I came back from steamboat just now, hoping for a nice internet line for me to do my research for my assignments, 2 fellas from the top floor came down to leech my line again, one of them using PPS to stream stupid videos for the sake of it.

I mean, "WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?" You'd know that it is not YOUR line at this moment as yours is UPSTAIRS, but why are you coming down and act as if it's yours? If the line on your floor have problem, ain't you supposed to ASK the permission from us first before using it? Where's the simple manners that your mother taught you since young now?

I'm good enough not to go out and start to rant on your face now and if this happens again, I'll lodge a complain in Danish house soon. I'm gonna put up a notice tomorrow, you wanna share the internet connection in MY floor, you go by the rules.

-Signing off-
Posted on 11:27 PM by Jeffery Chan and filed under | 0 Comments »

When everything goes haywire

Everything's been rather normal yet rough to me at the same time these days. Eventually took a full day break today from any assignments, work, problems and whatever that happened for the past 5 weeks in my studies. Went back to Ipoh and had an extreme slumber after long weeks of needed-sleep-but-never-given situations that I was in followed by an outing back in my alma mater, St. Michael's Institution for its stage play, aka drama night. Ultimately, it was good. Met up with some of my friends, mainly Louis who is gonna face the STPM terror and Muvin.

Anyhow, this isn't the exact reason why I'm blogging now at the middle of the night. Yes, I am waiting for the world cup to start.and see how Germany loses. Lol. But actually I just want to type out my feelings which is actually pent up inside me for such a long time. To make it simple, I felt as if I've lost my identity. I used to be someone with a very firm principle, this was my strength, and also my weakness. Yet when I was introduced to UTAR, I told myself. I want to be relationship oriented, I do not want to get so much of a trouble just because I want a job done. Therefore, when things are not at the right track, yes. I tolerate and just follow on with the flow. Perhaps that's something I was doing all along, but no. I'm not gonna do it anymore.

Everyone have their own principles in life. I have my own and I know that this is who I am. Everyone is unique and I am also unique in this sense. That's why I'm Jeffery Chan and not any anonymous person living on earth. I am always prone to be someone who speaks out my mind, whatever the circumstances can be and I plan to continue to be like that. Yes, things might be loosened out a bit at times to come but I just want to be myself from now onwards, no more crappy and happy-go-lucky-me anymore cause it would never work. Mark my words, never. Never would I be affected by relationship issues anymore, I'm here in UTAR to study and to study, I must do. I am of high esteem, I project my confidence in everything I do, wherever I am. Cocky as you say, this is me. But of course lar. I can't be too cocky, nanti kena bunuh lar. But I just want myself back. Jeffery, Come back!

I have high aims for my studies in UTAR for my degree.
I have lots of responsibilities behind my back at all time
I have no time or reasons and excuses to fail at all

There's no time to waste, the only time I have is NOW

-Signing off-

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Life goes on


When sometimes things doesn't go your way, or the people around you do not acknowledge what you are up to and your presence, there's two ways to solve this matter. Continue to pursue your belief or just leave the situation. I do not want to argue on this matter anymore, I'm leaving the picture.

-Signing off-
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When your best just isn't enough

This post serves as a reminder to myself. Sometimes, giving your best is never enough in life. At times, you'll definitely fall and no matter how hard you try to change that fact, nothing would actually be able to mend the situation. Was extremely down this evening (night, to be precise). and well, yeah. Things were exceptionally bad as this was a week, very rough for myself. Physically, and emotionally everything was upside down. All was in a mess and nothing was right. Sometimes, things are in situation where I myself, do not know how to handle things and was forced to actually submit to what people call, fate. Being myself, I didn't. I fought for it hard and as strong as I could, thats where I fall as hard as ever.

However, one thing I realised that when your best just ain't good enough. It's actually the time to actualy implement one simple method of solving this problem which I learnt in LTC by Martin Jalleh which actually goes like this: S.L.G. Stop, look and go. Going in front without a reason would only make the situation worse and things can't be turned back anymore, time wasted and disappointment.

Perhaps, this is the time for me to reflect on myself
To find what should I be doing and heading on

-Signing off-

Thanks, Kar Kheng for your support
I don't think I'll go through this without you
Sorry for the nuisance I had caused these days

Posted on 6:42 AM by Jeffery Chan and filed under | 0 Comments »

Drop Dead

It's been quite some time since I've last blogged. I hoped that I can actually blog something I'm happy about but it seems that, this blog would only be updated when shit happens in my life. I'm just someone who would only have the feeling to post and entry when I'm having problems in my life. But, on and on the same problem exist. Seems that it'll never be solved. It's been on for almost 2 months. 2 long, tiring and depressed month. And, it's not the end yet. I don't know when it will.

It seems that at the end of the day, I'm still the one being left out of the picture.
I am still the one who face failure yet, still trying to save the ego I have inside.

I feel like an idiot
Presenting my most important thing to someone else
Yet, still hoping that it'll eventually come back, where it won't
Yet, I'm blinded by this so-called "hope"
I want you to have the best

Yet I know by doing so,
I'll definitely destroy myself and everything I once had
And when I do so, you came asking me not to be so stupid

I really do not know what am I to do anymore at this point of time. Exams are practically coming next week with assignments to hand in. Yet, I'm still in this dillemma, even on thinking what to do, how to do, and can I even do it. I can't concentrate in anything I'm doing already. Yet, I need to maintain my results for my studies. I'm really tired of everything. I want it to end, yet everytime when I decide to end it, the next moment, regrets come in and I try to move back to the original point. Sometimes, I really wanted you to give response on matters, yet when the response come, it isn't what I want. What do I actually want now??

That moment when I saw 'that' particular thing
My heart broke into pieces, I don't even know how to get it back together
Yet, the next thing I do is to encourage you to go ahead
What am I even doing now?
I'm sick, really sick

-Signing off-
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How right I am?

The clock is ticking at 3.32am right now. In front of my computer and TV, with the match between Cameroon and Denmark. It kinda late, considering that I would need to wake up at 8 tomorrow for church worship service. Yet, things are puzzling in my mind and I can find no answer at all. I've never actually faced this kinda situation for a lot of time, or perhaps this had never happened to me before since year 2008, where shit happens all the time of the year.

I used to be an extremely care-free person, who takes things very easily. Or what we Malaysians call "chin chai". I remember very clearly, what my instructor told me last time, not to take things so lightly, and when a problem arises, solve it immedeately and don't delay. Being me at that time, I didn't changed much and thus, causing a lot of problem to the people around me, or perhaps the whole band started crumbling, because of me. Yes, because of me.

2 years later, at year 2010. I am proud to tell the world that I've changed. I'm no longer the care-free Jeffery Chan. Whenever problem arises, I put my heart and my mind to look for solutions. I try my utmost best to solve a problem as soon as possible so that it would not get ugly in the future. I know my role when problem arises, I simply know that when things happen, I should do something to prevent it from getting worse. Yet, I wonder did I ever changed for the betterment or for the worst now. Whenever I try to solve anything, it gets worse.

Where do I stand? At this point of time, I do not know what am I supposed to do anymore. Even a simple chat, can evolve into a war. Do I actually look too high up to myself? I do not know who am I anymore. Every word I say is actually offensive. I've tried to put my ego off, but what am I actually doing right now? Why am I even writing this post? Am I even trying to mend off situation now? why..

Who Am I?
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Few things I hate about blogs

It's been quite a long time since I started blogging few years ago
I love blogging, but everything has its pros and cons right?
Today I'm gonna write about something.
The few things I hate in blogs

1. Music players in blog which autoplaysC'mon man, when you are actually listening to your song, classical aka sleeping songs. You were listening to it attentively, feeling very relaxed. Suddenly Lady GaGa comes in with her Bad Romance and the songs comes crashing together.

"I want your love, I dowanna be friends!!"

Urrgh, Ewww .. Darn.
It's not that i hate the song, I LOVE HER.Well, everyone loves gaga right?

2. People who comment in chatbox
Well, somehow many blog readers love to type comments in chatbox in the blog. But well, comment should end up in commentbox! Chat's are for chat. So talk crap there but type entry-related post inside the commentbox. Ya know, for memories sake =)

Some creative bloggers need to do this to stop ppl from writing comment at chatboxes

3.Trolls
Well, trollz. Ya know, the trolls! Yes the big troll!

Sad, you are wrong. What I meant was the troll who comes and go just for the sake of it or the ones who interupts your FRIENDLY chat with your friends in the chatbox just to get a link to their blog. Well, pictures!

So you want sexy girls? Well, go to sexy-girls-are-not-here.com =)
Private treat from me. Oops!!~

Despite everything, there's one thing I definitely like in blog
Readers like you!

Okay, he don't seem like he's reading
But you get the idea right? Nevermind lah!~

Btw, It's my 200th post!!!
Hard way trying to reach here =)
Thanks for my readers up to this moment
(If there's any)

-Signing off-
Posted on 4:56 PM by Jeffery Chan and filed under | 5 Comments »

Confusion

The state I am in now is like what I wrote in my title
Confused and confused.
That's all

Everything that had been taught since young
In my school, in churches, by parents and other people
Being naive, I thought that it is the gospel truth and I'm right
But looking at the situation now, is it even true?

I remember being taught by some adults from my church saying
Alcohol intake is scripturally wrong and Christians ain't supposed to be taking it
But, what made me curious is I saw him going around with wine during Adrian's wedding
So, where's actually the truth? Is it true that as Christians, we shouldn't do so?
Now, teenagers just love going to clubs to hangout
I was also taught not to go during the past
But, how true can that be?
I don't know

Somehow, I don't know whether the principles I had up till now is right, or wrong
Can anyone kindly enlighten me about this? Will be needing it loads
Encouragements from bro. and sis. from CoC?
For those who reads of blog of course


-Signing off-

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Crushed

Have quite a lot of things to blog about today initially
Being in a slumber for 2 hours before dinner was what I need
After the awakening, it was all sorrow, pain and suffering
I thought that things would be better throughout time
But why doesn't it get better at all now?

Why on earth did you come to Kampar?
Why not in the morning? Why the evening?
Why staying overnight at this place?'

I have feelings too, I am human
Why do I have to understand everyone on earth
Yet, no one actually understands what I actually want?
I'm willing to step down from everything
Can't there at least some respect to me?
In Ipoh, in KL, I dont care. but why here?

After enduring everything alone and keeping everything a secret from you
Just to ensure that you would continue to be a happy person and live cheerfully
You call me silly. You ignored me
Who am I to you actually?
I'm beaten, totally beaten.

Never had I felt so bad before
Yet, the only thing I got from you
"Go home, take a rest"

One of these days, I'm gonna do something
I call that something R.I.P.
Rest In Peace

-Signing off-
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Blood Donation Drive


UTAR had another blood donation drive this May 2010 Intake
As a GOOD citizen of Malaysia and also a GOOD student of UTAR
I took the initiative to go for this blood donation drive to donate my blood
(I'm not donating this to vampires though, they can just suck it out from me if they want)

I dont mind sucking hot chicks blood if I'm allowed though

5 person went together to the Heritage Hall in Block A for this donation drive
Unfortunately, Wai Keong didn't want to donate his blood and Wei Hao can't donate
Left with only 3 which is Me, Chee Cheng and Kar Kheng, we proceeded as planned (did we?)
At the final stage, Kar Kheng can't donate due to some reasons with her haemogoblin ??
Sad thing to happen after snapping her finger on the "make-the-finger-bleed-machine"
Left with only two strong and mighty warrior, they fought the battle on the bed *LoL*

The mighty warrior Jeffery and

His mighty side-kick Chee Cheng

Feeling tired, the warrior, myself needs to power up myself with potions
Therefore, Milo comes into place to heal myself to regain HP
Being too tired, I'm actually fed by a good Samaritan

The Good Samaritan Wei Hao

-Signing off-
Posted on 5:19 PM by Jefferychan and filed under | 2 Comments »

Blog Instant Traffic Booster

Your blog lacking of traffic?
Of course it isn't this traffic that I meant

Vast Traffic Jam?

What I meant was blogging traffic! The visitors of your blog!
I was actually wondering how much can facebook boost my blog's traffic
Thus I gave a try on one of my latest post on my phone buying journey
Thus a post on facebook at 3.30pm ++ on that particular day
The post is very simple, quick and easy (took only seconds)
Those who never seen it before, well here it is

Two hours at the point I'm writing this5.55PM, 29/5/2010

I thought it would add by just a little bit by bit throughout the day
Well, things were different as what I predicted as it skyrocketed in a large scale
From practically "NO VIEWS", it rose by 1300% (Compared to 1 hour before)
Well, let picture do the talking now

From 1 Visitor at 13:00 to 13 Visitor at 15:00
Where's 14:00 anyway? No one at all?
Sigh, no one visits my blog
Conclusion?

You want traffic? Advertisements are important to do so
Advertise your blog in facebook! It works extremely well all the time

++Edit++
I tried doing that again at the later part of the day
Results? Another extra 13 unique visitors.
Believe it, it's proven

-Signing off-
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Story of Mr Chan and Mr Ow

One sunny afternoon, Mr Chan and Mr Ow went out for lunch
During the lunch, Mr Chan mentioned that he wanted to go for a lookout for phone
Thus they made the decision to roam all around Kampar for phone shops to check the price
It was at 2.30pm, where the sun is blazing hot and it's burning their skins to crisp

Places which they went?

Kampar New Town

Kampar Tesco

In which we can't find a price which matches Mr Chan's budget
Thus, they've decided to go to Old Town to check out for cheaper priced phone
How? Typical Kampar transport. By cycling! Duh. Well, the plan failed in the end >.<
They decided to continue searching all around New town for the phone hunting mission
They bargained, bargained and bargained using the skills they learn from aunties
Finally, they got a deal of RM890 in addition for some rather useful freebies
Thus, Mr Chan went to the bank, took out money and paid.
Came back with a burnt pocket and burnt skin
But Satisfaction

Ahh, my SE C905.
I iz rike you verli mache


-Signing off-

I still miss you and I still love you,
But I know the current situation
It's just that things aren't meant to be
I'll let the future worry about itself
Posted on 2:49 PM by Jefferychan and filed under | 1 Comments »

Alone

Long time since a post (minus the time-table post)
First thing to say right here is that my CSL phone is dying very soon
So much for getting myself a 200 buck phone last year in Tesco
It lasted for 1 year and is now facing numerous problem

Frequent Disconnection of line
Almost Zero line detected all the time
SIM card unreadable every few hourd
Uhh, boleh-land phone rawks!!
(minus the time I dropped it)
Will need a new one soon


I also need a new External HDD very soon
My laptop is only left out with 700+ MB now
Deleted almost everything I can delete but still
I have insufficient hard disk space in my lappie!

Bike's worning out already, rust and paint all coming off
Pedal getting faulty and tires are going flat

Conclusion which I can get from this?
I need money! money! and a lot of money!
I guess I won't get it anyway lol
Start saving Jeff, you can do it^^

-Signing off-

P/s :- Now in Kampar alone, those fellas went back to Ipoh for no reasons at all -.- Thank God I have internet line with me today. "good" housemates shifted out. PPS-free house!!

Posted on 10:54 AM by Jefferychan and filed under | 0 Comments »

My Timetable=)

Aloha!~ Nice to be back after busy days in Kampar
Now let's just see whats up for my timetable this semester

oh wait-
I haven't pay my bill yet
Sighs, Seems that I have a holiday for this new trimester

-Signing off-
Posted on 12:15 PM by Jefferychan and filed under | 1 Comments »

If

If I can go back to the past
I'll appreciate every moment we had
I'd rather be the loser in every arguements
I won't take things for granted

But I can't

-Signing off-
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I'm tired


I'm tired physically and mentally
I would really want a break right now
I'm just gonna explode if this continues
I need a rest long enough to heal
Yet deep inside, I don't want
Which is the true me now?
Gimme a break here

-Signing off-
Posted on 8:31 AM by Jeffery Chan and filed under | 0 Comments »

Crumbles


Its raining now
Very heavily and here am I
Sitting down in the living hall
With my laptop on again

Sometimes I'd really hope that miracles happens
And I really hope that I can eventually wish for a time machine
At least, I can go back to the past and correct the things I want to correct
I knew where I was wrong and what did I do wrong
Yet, I'm stuck here, can't do anything at all
I just need a chance for a change now
Why is it so hard at this stage?

We've persevered so much up till this stage
Why are you giving up on it at this moment of time?
All I want is a chance to change for the betterment for us
Yet, all I get is cruelty and harshness directly stabbed into my heart
My heart crumbles in pain and my mind is blank
Knowing not what to do anymore
Yet I can blame no one
Nobody but me

It's exactly one year when the new semester starts
I just hope that things can return to what it is before I became a jerk
Hope, is what put me through these days of pain and suffering
Hopefully, it won't be the one that starts another series of it
Sorry, perhaps I'm just to stubborn to face the situation
But I really want another try, one last try
I really hope its possible
I really do


-Signing off-
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Walk away


Read something quite meaningful from Rita's blog
Inspires me for this entry
"Leaving the picture doesn't mean that you're a coward, it's just a method to differentiate determination and desperation"

I wonder how true is that
Hopefully, What i have is determination
and not desperation

Having my car test later at 10. (Finally?)
Hopefully I'll pass, ain't in the right form these days
Have no confidence at all at the moment

-Signing off-
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I'm a vampire

I am now a certified vampire
Waking up in the middle of the night
Sleeping when everyone's wide awake
That concludes my life during break
Sleep is all I do

Too much thing is running on my mind
Sometimes, I just prefer to escape and run from it
I don't understand anything anymore
I'm now a certified vampire

But would I be a handsome one?
Like the one all girls crave to meet?

Oh wai-


I guess I won't

-Signing off-

Sem Break is coming to an end
I'm craving to meet up with you
But not in this condition


Posted on 5:39 AM by Jefferychan and filed under | 2 Comments »

Ooo?


So they want man to deliver cum?
So, am I up for the job?? I wonder how's the pay

-Signing off-

Not feeling good
Enduring and moving on
Hopefully, I can

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Collaboration > Independence

Went visiting MMB yesterday in a function
Function comprising of 3 bands namely ST, AMC and SMI
Something which I hoped to happen, took place
Instead of rivalry, laughter took place


Which makes me felt, happy
Organizations should be there to get to know more people, not war
In competition, rivalries occurs
In reality, everyone are friends.
That's what leads to
World Peace


Okay, enough crapping. Took some pictures on that day
Here goes:

SMI, AMC and ST -> 1Malaysia?? All Chinese though


I somehow managed to pick up a Sax on the floor too

-Signing off-

Stop me if you can
But I won't stop no matter what
I love you

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Strive


I thought I was holding the black jack all along
Only to find out in the end, I'm the one who is naive

I'm not the perfect guy for you now
I may not be the perfect guy for you in the future
I may not even be the perfect guy in my entire lifetime
But I assure you

I'll strive tirelessly, never-endingly and relentlessly to achieve it
You are my motivation
You are my only reason
You are my love

-Signing off-
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Please.. I don't want this to happen


I don't want it to end
Can we just appreciate the time we have together?
I do not want to find faults with each other anymore
I just wanna be with you
Please

-Signing off-
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When life gives you lemon

It's been a shitty day today
Everything goes haywire throughout since I woke up at 12
Games, Life, and even my Lunch
Went to bed again at 3 till 9+
Tried to solve issues with you
Only to be disappointed badly

Mad? 1 hour ago, yes
Now? Fortunately, no
Thanks to mainly Joel and Ian
Having you people as my friend is the greatest gift I'd received
Having to know you is also one of the best thing that took place
Perhaps the better way is to continue moving on and on
Will continue living life to the fullest for the betterment

When life gives you lemon, You make lemonade

You'll always be in my heart

-Signing off-
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Fine

"I wont give up until you tell me that you don't love me at all"
"Yes, I don't love you"

Okay
So that's what I get in the end
For trusting you all along till the end
Despite everything

Jac, Joel
What you said are right. I shouldn't had doubted you people and defend her

Kar Kheng
I hate you. But in the end, I still love you.
If that's what you are telling me after everything
You shattered my heart into countless pieces
You're not my friend anymore


-Signing off-
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Appeal

My final trimester for foundation in UTAR had been release.
For those who wants to know, view it on the picture below

Good results, but my 2nd trimester's results pulled down my CGPA
Can't get full scholarship but only half
Gotta find a way to squeeze out the money for other part of it

Well then
What's the title "appeal" for?

I realised a lot of people are trying to appeal
Appeal for reinstatement for study
Appeal for better results on a subject
Appeal for a second chance to continue studying


Me?
I'm just trying to appeal to you
For another chance though I know
A lot of chance had been given

Still,
I wanna appeal for another chance
Just one more chance

-Signing off-
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Sigh

Sometimes I wonder what am I doing these days
I'm tired of acting just to fulfill my supposed role
I don't know what are you thinking anymore

Gave me hope and the next moment, u threw it away
I'm tired. I really am
Just tired

What do you want from me?
I'm speechless already, speechless

-Signing off-
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Confused


Ya know, sometimes I'm confuse
When I talk to you, knowing that the way things are going, the feeling sucks
When I don't do so, knowingly, the feeling that I'm facing sucks also

Either way, both of the things I'm doing sucks
Everything these days seemed to be wrong and wrong
I need to wake up at 6.45 later and I'm still awake
Great! Good! Congratulations!

Emo? No, again. No.
If you think that reading this blog pisses you off
Or you think it's pointless doing so, I ain't forcing ya
It's just that you don't understand the feeling of losing someone you dear most.
And you just don't know what you heart feels at all times
You are what I call a heartless (Kingdom Hearts)

Want a hug? Nay, my hugs are only for you

-Signing off-
Posted on 3:47 AM by Jefferychan and filed under | 0 Comments »

Hmmmmm

One trend I realized about blogging from the visitors list in my blog from nuffnang


Sad post brings more readers!!
I shall be sad from now onwards for more inspiration for sad post
Short one here =)

-Signing off-

Guess you didn't see after all
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