Strength to move on

Day by day, things seemed to get better
Somehow, that isn't what I'm feeling at all
I felt that things are not getting better at all
I'm scared, that things had really ended

Lord, please give me the strength to move on
I do not want it to end
I don't want an end
I don't

-Signing off-
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Operation: Codename - "SATWMAHAGNSL"

Again, I'm posting an entry early in the morning which brings about only two deduction of what actually happened that I can actually post an entry this early which is either I'm getting more and more hardworking or perhaps, I didn't sleep at all again for the whole night. Sighs.

Yeah, I didn't sleep throughout the whole night again today and I think I really need to solve this problem today and thus I'm now taking the initiative to initiate operation codenamed as below:-

"Stay awake the whole morning
and have a good night sleep later"

In short: SATWMAHAGNSL

Yeah, there's a need for me to do it as I have loads of things waiting to be done by myself and I can't afford to screw up my biological clock again else I'll be in deep sheeeeet *lol*or hot soup*Yummy*

Thus, I'm not gonna sleep for the whole day today by getting into campus at 8am and come back just for my dinner and *crash*. Well, you'd know what happened when i write the word crash when I reach home.

Anyhow, wish me luck as I start operation "SATWMAHAGNSL" Cool name isn't it? Hahaha

-Signing off-
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Reflections

I love it during the night when I'm alone in my room as it is one of the best chances for me to reflect on myself.

I was browsing through the pictures taken from the UTAR Band Night 2010 just now and somehow I realised that I'm actually getting more and more introverted from day to day, which means I'm getting more and more nerdy as what I do when I'm free is mainly on sleeping, studying and online chatting.

Which makes me start to wonder

"Since when did I start to become such a nerd?"

Honestly, being a jack of all trades also known as masters of none is what I am in the past. I'd take every single job available to keep myself busy and I gain lots of experience and knowledge from doing so, yet none of them achieves perfection due to my "chin chai lah" attitude.

Now? I only see myself as an ordinary student in which no one actually knows who studies for exam and live an ordinary life and other than that, I'm just a nobody. By aiming into perfection for my academic, I've sacrificed something I enjoy most last time, performance, engaging in activities and "wasting time" doing extra things rather than academic.

I honestly wonder, where would I be in the future if this continues on. I'd definitely want to live my University life as happening as possible, but it doesn't seem to be happening at all at this stage. Should I actually step out of my comfort zone right now?

-Signing off-

Just something to feast your eyes upon, since I'm feeling handsome today

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Work smart, not hard

Something inspirational I would like to share with my readers (If there ARE any)

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Once upon a time, there was a very strong woodcutter. He asked for a job from a timber merchant, and he got it. The pay was really good and so were the work conditions. For that reason the woodcutter was determined... to do his best. His boss gave him an axe and showed him the area where he was supposed to work.

The first day, the woodcutter brought down 18 trees. The Boss was very much impressed and said, "Congratulations keep it up!" Very motivated by the words of the boss, the woodcutter tried harder the next day, but he only could bring down 15 trees. The third day he tried even harder, but he only could bring down 10 trees.

Day after day he was bringing down less and less trees. "I must be losing my strength", the woodcutter thought to himself. He went to the boss and apologized, saying that he could not understand what was going on.

"When was the last time you sharpened your Axe?" the boss asked. "Sharpen? I had no time to sharpen my Axe. I have been very busy trying to cut trees."

-Signing off-
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I pity them

I have a heart, therefore I pity them

P/S:- Gonna make my blog a semi twitter, Dont have time for a proper post now due to assignments
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