Must not be selfish
As I looked back into my past, there's one thing prominent about myself
I'm a selfish dude
Everything I do, I do it for myself
In as much as I claim that I'm doing something for someone else
At the end of the day, the one who benefits is also myself
Sometimes I wonder, what would make me stop being like this?
To be able to give without expecting anything in returnTo be able to provide without anyone providing in returnTo be able to love without being loved in returnTo be able to forgive without being forgiven
To be honest, I do not know how
Nor do I know whether such thing exist in life or not
In my past, things became bad because I love to give pressure to others
Releasing all the pressure from myself, I simply pass it on for others to hold it
From myself being the one who makes decision, I pass the baton for others to decide
Now, I think I shouldn't do that anymore
If there's anyone who is supposed to hold onto it
It'll be me
Not You
I will hold on to it for now.
Although I do not know what would be the answer at the end of the day
I just do not wish to pressure anyone
Everything that I do now, I'm doing it for you
I just hope that, I'm not lying to myself
-Signing off-
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